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For some reason, this time round I'm not feeling the panic... It doesn't feel normal.... There isn't the usual "Ahhh! It's 2 days to my finals!!!!" feeling which usually hits around, well, 2 days before the paper. No running around in frantic circles regurgitating notes from lectures past.
So Joycie decided she had to repay us for her birthday barbecue.
Where is my strength that I should hope? Dang... This is the first day of the week and I'm already depressed... I can't even dare imagine the rest of the week as the exam papers are being returned...
Maths...I was hoping for a 50 at least... what do I get? 21....!#$%& 21.... And I thought I was doing fine....
Where then is my hope?As for my hope, who can see it?
Sometimes I just feel like yelling out like Job:
"Are not my days few?Cease! Leave me alone, that I may take a little comfort!!"
"but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance" I'm not well known for my stamina... I just hope things get better before I start cracking under the strain.
Then again, through all this depression and sadness, I am reminded that I should “cast my burdens on the LORD,And He shall sustain me”. For the word of the LORD is right and true; he is faithful in all he does. I'll have to give Him credit for that (^o^) He's never failed me yet... His comforting hand has always been there to support me through tough times.
So I guess there's not much use in staying emo any longer... Better buck up and ready myself for my finals (>.<) 頑張れ!
Yeay!! I am FREE!! My trials are over! Accounting, was ironically the paper I was most confident in. Maybe be it had something to do with bringing my *ahem* calculator in. But still, my intuition has almost always been wrong, so there.
So much for freedom.... My finals are just 3 weeks away. So it's all back to square one. Study, study, study. Didn't anybody mention that studying ways my least favourite activity?! Libera te me ex inferis!! I'm sure Dante must have forgotten the 10th layer of Hell where studying for exams, one after another, is part of the torutre...
Temperate countries boast 4 seasons. Here in Malaysia, we've got more: Rainy season, dry season, football season, haze season, Megasale season, Raya season, CNY season, Merdeka season, Deepavali season and....exam season. Of all the available seasons, that is the only season that is the bane of any student's life. At least it brings us students together, like a friend puts it: "at least is gives us something common to complain about".
Well, at least I have comfort in the knowledge that Friday's lunch went on fine (^o^)/ Hopefully there'll be more to come. I'll just have to remember my manners the next time... (-.-;)
There you go... It's the last paper for my trials. I'm very confident about this! Very confident that I'll........be failing this one too...
Si hoc legere scis nimium eruditionis habes
We walked into IS class right after break when we discovered that there was to be a assessment. We were all taken by suprise as we weren't informed of the test. Still, being the carefree students we are we sat down anyway. That was when the Know-it-all of our class exclaimed:
This is the 1st time I don't know any of answers...
Okay... Since the Genius couldn't answer as none of us had studied for this test, we made an argumentum ad ignorantiam (^.^)
We couldn't stop laughing our heads off... Usually Nick would be complaining how he ALMOST got 100 in his last test, and how he ALMOST beat the top of the class by 1 mark... And today for the 1st time in history, he says he doesn't know any answers, with absolute panic in his voice...
Well Nick, Sic vita est! (^.^)/