Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

A Song for the Fire Bearer

What is this fire
I feel burning inside?
It sure isn't the fires of hell.

When I see you love
and serve and give,
the flames are the hardest to quell.

That radiance bright,
bursting forth from your being;
Has set this hard heart aflame.

As I touch your soft hand
and hear my name whispered
I wonder if I'm not in a dream.

The fire ignited
would consume me whole,
to give and to give and to give;

Until I have given
all that I can
to you, my dearest betrothed.

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From Shimron's Archive: Sappy Poetry

Underwater in a Frozen Lake
My fingers are bloodied,
My nails are torn,
My spirit is almost broken.
I've seen those who have came and perished before me,
Yet I find myself digging at the walls of ice.
I am a fool for trying, yet a fool I'd rather be.

Looking out from the Pit
I play a game of chess with myself,
Self defeating self.
I tread lightly,
Like a thief in a hall of bear traps.

My heart yearns for the day when I can speak,
With no fear of you leaving;
Of a day where I can stop dancing
Amongst the landmines.

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Shimron: An Anthology

I've never actually realised that I've amassed quite a bit of poetry over the years I've been in KL. There are a few scattered on my blog, and a few in my Documents folder, and a few in my old notes. What better way to start the new year, than by revisiting these old, condensed memories, all gathered onto one page. I give you, in all its cheesy glory, Shimron: An Anthology


A gentle breeze embraces me
           Whispering softly in my ear
                        Of pleasant afternoons
                                             in the park
                                        Of lovers trysting
                                                     in the dark
                                   She flirts with my hair only
                                              to slip away leaving me
                                                               To once again
                                                                              Long for
                                                                                 Her gentle 
                                                                                  caresses and 
                                                                                       her warm scent
                                                                                                Coyly lingering
                                                                                                         in the air

Ain’t No Sunshine When You’re Gone
The feeble sunlight filters through
Grey clouds,
Bursting on the morning dew.
Silence lies heavily
On the house
Like a thick, smothering blanket.
A single gardenia wilts in the vase
In the hall, as the dust settles.
The air tastes
Like a heaped spoon of salt,
Smelling dead,
Lifeless.
Your absence is obvious,
And it cuts like a knife.


Hush now, let angels be your guide,
Let pleasant dreams embrace you.
In sleep from the World you shall hide
Until dancing sunbeams find you.

Hush how, let your troubles go,
Find sweet comfort in your sleep.
Lose yourself in the soothing flow,
As stars through your window peep.

Hush now, don't you fret,
I'll still be here when you wake.
So rouse not from slumber yet,
The noise of reality forsake.


A raging river,
set.
Drowning all
around it.

A taut string,
pulled further.
Pling.
It snaps.

A still pond.
Stone
drops in.
Ripples spread;
Chaos.

A leaf in a torrent.
Sucked in
by
the vortex.

Pebble in the river.
Reluctant.
Forced along.

War, pride.
I'm right.
Still, sorrow stems
And people die.


My mind wanders across
Unkempt gardens splattered with moss
In my mind's eye I see
A figure ahead of me
I call out to the yonder entity
But my voice rings in vain across the empty
Like on winged sandals it glides
Amongst the shadowy, sinister groves
In an instant it pauses
And turns to smile
Then on again the chase commences
Like an antelope it prances
How far must I run on?
Soon the svelte figure would be gone
Staring into the dark appalling
Harken the voice calling!
This is the voice I've longed to hear
What angel's beckoning draws me near?
My eyes widen, so full of gleam
Is this a metaphor or a fancy dream?


The moon fades as I reach out
Rippling into shards of silver
The flower I cannot grasp
So close yet impossible
Would you fade like a mirage too?

Lament
If Aphrodite be real, you would shame her to tears;
If your heart be sold, its worth would surpass even precious rubies.
But alas!
Who am I to even think of you,
being no Eros, and having no gold?

The birds have now flown to their nests
While foxes return to their holes
A lone man sits in his room
Contemplating tomorrow

Ice Queen
Silent is she with the heart of ice
which many men have tried to thaw.
As many line to try their hand,
They watch the defeated crawl away
Dejected, bloody, beaten, torn.
But yet the line grows longer still.
Why?

Wondering Ships
Across the ocean
Is she never coming back?
I sure hope she would...

Presenza mai fù
di donna,
cara ed amabile,
soave più.


Jesu, Joy of Man
My Bulwark in the storm,
my caring Friend;
A Fire to keep me warm,
Guide thru this transient land.
Companion to the outcast,
Champion of the weak;
In Him I will stand fast,
His will I seek.

*All poetry on this post and the attached links are intellectual property of Lim Shimron and may not be reproduced in any form anywhere without the prior consent of the author.

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Dungeon Crawling

Kids grow up and eventually leave the house. When we did, my parents decided to box our stuff up and chuck them... well... here and there. Prime areas are the now unused study room ('cos who studies anymore?), and the little space under the stairs I like to call the dungeon.


'The Dungeon'
The Study

My dad has always wanted to clear out the stuff, but my mom and grandma has erm... hoarding tendencies? Several hours into the dig, I find a whole load of junk - two boxes of tiles which don't even match any of the tiles in the rest of the house, a entire box of bags, toys from when I was two, and these treasures that I had quite forgotten about:


Waaay back when my dad was a wee young lad of 20, he was close friends with this couple in Kuantan. Eventually, he left the town and they migrated. Little did he know that when the old man passed away, his wife would drop by with an entire briefcase of first day covers which the old man collected.
Story has it, he loved them more than he did his family - spending what little money they had on these stamps instead of feeding his family.


Speaking of stamps, I'm sure I recall my dad having stamps from the communist China days. They must be lying around somewhere...


Deep in the recesses of the Dungeon, I found a scroll. Pretty cool, seeing how scrolls and dungeons usually go together. I think it must have been a gift from my uncle in Singapore. Rather tasteful Chinese calligraphy of a poem by renown Tang poet, Li Bai. Next step is to find a bit of wall worthy to hang it on.

《望庐山瀑布》
日照香炉生紫烟
遥看瀑布挂前川
飞流直下三千尺
疑是银河落九天

Viewing the Waterfall at Mt Lu
Sunlight streaming on the censer kindles a violet smoke
Far off I watch the waterfall plunge into the long river
Flying waters descending straight thirty thousand feet
Like the Milky Way plunging from the ninth height of heaven.



Ah... my old treasure trove. The childhood equivalent of oil deposits - everybody wanted that unique piece, and if you didn't have it, you'd do anything to get it, including a fist fight. God knows how many fights I've gotten into with my brother and sister over these little tiny pieces of leg godt.

By the way, ever stepped on one in the dark before? Haha...



Of all the treasure I've dug out so far, I think these are the best by far. A possible 1957 edition of Alexander Dumas' Three Musketeers, and 100 Nursery Rhymes which has now gone out of print. A quick search on the Great Internet reveals that there's only one copy of the nursery rhyme book available for sale. Whoa... pity my copy's wrecked beyond redemption.

Here's a picture of my favourite rhyme of all time.


I guess I can look forward to my final long break before I graduate to go treasure hunting again. I'm quite sure I'll be able to churn out more treasure.

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Once Upon a Time - Gabriel Imomotimi Gbaingbain Okara

Once upon a time, son,
they used to laugh with their hearts
and laugh with their eyes:
but now they only laugh with their teeth,
while their ice-block-cold eyes
search behind my shadow.
There was a time indeed
they used to shake hands with their hearts:
but that’s gone, son.
Now they shake hands without hearts:
while their left hands search
my empty pockets.
‘Feel at home’! ‘Come again’:
they say, and when I come
again and feel
at home, once, twice,
there will be no thrice –
for then I find doors shut on me.
So I have learned many things, son.
I have learned to wear many faces
like dresses – homeface,
officeface, streetface, hostface,
cocktailface, with all their conforming smiles
like a fixed portrait smile.
And I have learned too
to laugh with only my teeth
and shake hands without my heart.
I have also learned to say, ‘Goodbye’,
when I mean ‘Good-riddance’;
to say ‘Glad to meet you’,
without being glad; and to say ‘It’s been
nice talking to you’, after being bored.
But believe me, son.
I want to be what I used to be
when I was like you. I want
to unlearn all these muting things.
Most of all, I want to relearn
how to laugh, for my laugh in the mirror
shows only my teeth like a snake’s bare fangs!
So show me, son,
how to laugh; show me how
I used to laugh and smile
once upon a time when I was like you.

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Creed, by Steve Turner

We believe in Marxfreudanddarwin.
We believe everything is OK
as long as you don't hurt anyone,
to the best of your definition of hurt,
and to the best of your knowledge.

We believe in sex before during
and after marriage.
We believe in the therapy of sin.
We believe that adultery is fun.
We believe that sodomy's OK
We believe that taboos are taboo.

We believe that everything's getting better
despite evidence to the contrary.
The evidence must be investigated.
You can prove anything with evidence.

We believe there's something in horoscopes,
UFO's and bent spoons;
Jesus was a good man just like Buddha
Mohammed and ourselves.
He was a good moral teacher although we think
his good morals were bad.

We believe that all religions are basically the same,
at least the one that we read was.
They all believe in love and goodness.
They only differ on matters of
creation sin heaven hell God and salvation.

We believe that after death comes The Nothing
because when you ask the dead what happens
they say Nothing.
If death is not the end, if the dead have lied,
then it's compulsory heaven for all
excepting perhaps Hitler, Stalin and Genghis Khan.

We believe in Masters and Johnson.
What's selected is average.
What's average is normal.
What's normal is good.

We believe in total disarmament.
We believe there are direct links between
warfare and bloodshed.
Americans should beat their guns into tractors
and the Russians would be sure to follow.

We believe that man is essentially good.
It's only his behaviour that lets him down.
This is the fault of society.
Society is the fault of conditions.
Conditions are the fault of society.

We believe that each man must find the truth
that is right for him.
Reality will adapt accordingly.
The universe will readjust. History will alter.
We believe that there is no absolute truth
excepting the truth that there is no absolute truth.

We believe in the rejection of creeds and the flowering of individual thought.


p/s: If chance be the father of all flesh, disaster is his rainbow in the sky. And when you hear state of emergencies, sniper kills 10, youths go looting, bomb blasts school, it's but the sound of Man worshiping his maker.

German philosopher, Friedrich Nietzsche wrote of a day where there will no longer be an objective truth, where chaos and bloodshed would reign supreme. That day has come.

(Words in Italics are mine)

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Another Attempt at Haiku

A raging river,
set.
Drowning all
around it.

A taut string,
pulled further.
Pling.
It snaps.

A still pond.
Stone
drops in.
Ripples spread;
Chaos.

A leaf in a torrent.
Sucked in
by
the vortex.

Pebble in the river.
Reluctant.
Forced along.

War, pride.
I'm right.
Still, sorrow stems
And people die.


Maybe I'm saying something, maybe I'm not. But this I will say: Being stuck in between warring factions is not fun. (*>.<*)

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A Psalm for Uncle Larry

1 Bow down Your ear, O LORD, hear me;

For I am poor and needy.
2 Preserve my life, for I am holy;
You are my God;
Save Your servant who trusts in You!
3 Be merciful to me, O Lord,
For I cry to You all day long.
4 Rejoice the soul of Your servant,
For to You, O Lord, I lift up my soul.
5 For You, Lord, are good, and ready to forgive,
And abundant in mercy to all those who call upon You.
6 Give ear, O LORD, to my prayer;
And attend to the voice of my supplications.
7 In the day of my trouble I will call upon You,
For You will answer me.
8 Among the gods there is none like You, O Lord;
Nor are there any works like Your works.
9 All nations whom You have made
Shall come and worship before You, O Lord,
And shall glorify Your name.
10 For You are great, and do wondrous things;
You alone are God.
11 Teach me Your way, O LORD;
I will walk in Your truth;
Unite my heart to fear Your name.
12 I will praise You, O Lord my God, with all my heart,
And I will glorify Your name forevermore.
13 For great is Your mercy toward me,
And You have delivered my soul from the depths of Sheol.
14 O God, the proud have risen against me,
And a mob of violent men have sought my life,
And have not set You before them.
15 But You, O Lord, are a God full of compassion, and gracious,
Longsuffering and abundant in mercy and truth.
16 Oh, turn to me, and have mercy on me!
Give Your strength to Your servant,
And save the son of Your maidservant.
17 Show me a sign for good,
That those who hate me may see it and be ashamed,
Because You, LORD, have helped me and comforted me.

Uncle Larry Loh was assulted and is now in critical condition. He and his family needs all the prayers and support they can get.

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Melayu Dikhianati?

http://utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2009&dt=0531&pub=utusan_malaysia&sec=Rencana&pg=re_05.htm&arc=hive


I shall remain silent on my personal opinions of this article for decency's sake. However, I would implore you to read this article and ponder. 

Just in case you get disheartened and disgusted but what you have read, here's something to cheer you up:

The LORD is my light and my salvation—

       whom shall I fear? 
       The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
       of whom shall I be afraid?
 2 When evil men advance against me 
       to devour my flesh, 
       when my enemies and my foes attack me, 
       they will stumble and fall.
 3 Though an army besiege me, 
       my heart will not fear; 
       though war break out against me, 
       even then will I be confident.
 4 One thing I ask of the LORD, 
       this is what I seek: 
       that I may dwell in the house of the LORD 
       all the days of my life, 
       to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD 
       and to seek him in his temple.
 5 For in the day of trouble 
       he will keep me safe in his dwelling; 
       he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle 
       and set me high upon a rock.
 6 Then my head will be exalted 
       above the enemies who surround me; 
       at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy; 
       I will sing and make music to the LORD.
 7 Hear my voice when I call, O LORD; 
       be merciful to me and answer me.
 8 My heart says of you, "Seek his face!" 
       Your face, LORD, I will seek.
 9 Do not hide your face from me, 
       do not turn your servant away in anger; 
       you have been my helper. 
       Do not reject me or forsake me, 
       O God my Savior.
 10 Though my father and mother forsake me, 
       the LORD will receive me.
 11 Teach me your way, O LORD; 
       lead me in a straight path 
       because of my oppressors.
 12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes, 
       for false witnesses rise up against me, 
       breathing out violence.
 13 I am still confident of this: 
       I will see the goodness of the LORD 
       in the land of the living.
 14 Wait for the LORD; 
       be strong and take heart 
       and wait for the LORD.
-Psalms 27-

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Psalm 94

While having my quiet time, I found this Psalm echo my very feelings on recent ... ahem... matters:



 1 O LORD, the God who avenges, 
       O God who avenges, shine forth.
 2 Rise up, O Judge of the earth; 
       pay back to the proud what they deserve.
 3 How long will the wicked, O LORD, 
       how long will the wicked be jubilant?
 4 They pour out arrogant words; 
       all the evildoers are full of boasting.
 5 They crush your people, O LORD; 
       they oppress your inheritance.
 6 They slay the widow and the alien; 
       they murder the fatherless.
 7 They say, "The LORD does not see; 
       the God of Jacob pays no heed."
 8 Take heed, you senseless ones among the people; 
       you fools, when will you become wise?
 9 Does he who implanted the ear not hear? 
       Does he who formed the eye not see?
 10 Does he who disciplines nations not punish? 
       Does he who teaches man lack knowledge?
 11 The LORD knows the thoughts of man; 
       he knows that they are futile.
 12 Blessed is the man you discipline, O LORD, 
       the man you teach from your law;
 13 you grant him relief from days of trouble, 
       till a pit is dug for the wicked.
 14 For the LORD will not reject his people; 
       he will never forsake his inheritance.
 15 Judgment will again be founded on righteousness, 
       and all the upright in heart will follow it.
 16 Who will rise up for me against the wicked? 
       Who will take a stand for me against evildoers?
 17 Unless the LORD had given me help, 
       I would soon have dwelt in the silence of death.
 18 When I said, "My foot is slipping," 
       your love, O LORD, supported me.
 19 When anxiety was great within me, 
       your consolation brought joy to my soul.
 20 Can a corrupt throne be allied with you— 
       one that brings on misery by its decrees?
 21 They band together against the righteous 
       and condemn the innocent to death.
 22 But the LORD has become my fortress, 
       and my God the rock in whom I take refuge.
 23 He will repay them for their sins 
       and destroy them for their wickedness; 
       the LORD our God will destroy them.

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Nocturnal Musings

My mind wanders across
Unkempt gardens splattered with moss
In my mind's eye I see
A figure ahead of me
I call out to the yonder entity
But my voice rings in vain across the empty
Like on winged sandals it glides
Amongst the shadowy, sinister groves
In an instant it pauses
And turns to smile
Then on again the chase commences
Like an antelope it prances
How far must I run on?
Soon the svelte figure would be gone
Staring into the dark appalling
Harken the voice calling!
This is the voice I've longed to hear
What angel's beckoning draws me near?
My eyes widen, so full of gleam
Is this a metaphor or a fancy dream?

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It's diet time!


Ah, well... It's that time of the week again. I just withdrew RM100 a couple of days ago and...TADA! I'm down to RM6 to live on for the rest of the week. I don't really feel nice asking my parents for anymore money and since part-time jobs pay a pittance, I guess this would be a really good time to go on a diet too... 

Anyway, I found this poem sitting in my One Note folder growing mouldy, so I think I'll just take this opportunity to show you people I actually HAVE a heart (^_^)


Berceuse

Hush now, let angels be your guide,
Let pleasant dreams embrace you.
In sleep from the World you shall hide
Until dancing sunbeams find you.

Hush how, let your troubles go,
Find sweet comfort in your sleep.
Lose yourself in the soothing flow,
As stars through your window peep.

Hush now, don't you fret,
I'll still be here when you wake.
So rouse not from slumber yet,
The noise of reality forsake.

This was written for a close friend who loves to travel to Lala Land. I now dedicate this to my bunch of uni friends who sleep at every chance they get during lectures: KC, KM, and Kev. Lol. 

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Valentine's Day

Hearts and roses, kisses galore;

What the hell's all that crap for?
People get mushy and start acting queer,
It's definitely the most annoying day of the year.
This day needs to get hell over with and pass
Before I shove something up Cupid's a$$.
I'll spend the day drunk so I can't speak
And wear black for the rest of the week.
The arrow Cupid shot at me must have not hit
'Cos I think this love thing is a crock of sh*t.
So, here's my story, what can I say?
Love bites my a$$, screw Valentine's Day!

Haha (^_^) This is some thing I found off the internet. It goes out to all the happily(I hope) single people out there.

Would you be my Anit-Valentines?

So, HAPPY UNIMAGINATIVE, CONSUMERIST-ORIENTED AND ENTIRELY ARBITRARY, MANIPULATIVE AND SHALLOW INTERPRETATION OF ROMANCE DAY!!


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I Give You Thanks

My Father in Heaven,

I come before You now 
To give You praise and worship
For You are the God 
Who created the Heavens and the Earth
And all that is in it.

I would like to thank You 
For the night You decided
That my neighbours 
should be the noisest bunch of people 
at 3am 
I have now come to appreciate sleep
As a gift from You.

I also thank You
 for the opportunity
To meet many interesting characters 
today after lectures.
Thank you 
for providing me
With potential good friends.
You truly are 
Jehovah Jireh.

I ask that You would grant me
The wisdom in dealing with people
And in running my own life
That I may be a testimony unto the world.

I put before You my psychology course
Where we have to explain
Human behaviour with 
The absence of You;
Where Man is no longer
A responsible and thinking entity
But a product of his genes
And environment.
I ask that You use this new tool of mine
To further bring glory to Your own Name


Amen.

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încredere în Domnul (Trust in the Lord)


Trust in the Lord and don't despair
He is a Friend so true.
No matter what your troubles are
Jesus will see you through
Sing when the day is bright
Sing throught the darkest night
Everyday, all the way
Let us sing!

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Jesu, Joy of Man



My Bulwark in the storm,
My caring Friend;
A Fire to keep me warm,
Guide thru this transient land.
Companion to the outcast,
Champion of the weak;
In Him I stand fast,
His Will I seek.

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Nocturnal Musings

These are poems which I have written over the course of the past few weeks. Its been a while since I've last written a proper poem, so sorry if these suck (>.<)

The poem below I dedicate to a close friend, WJ, since her fate is twined with this poem and the word coy (^.^)
The Wind 「風」
A gentle breeze embraces me
Whispering softly in my ear
Of pleasant afternoons
In the park
Of lovers trysting
in the dark
She flirts
with my hair only
To slip away leaving me
To once again
Long for
Her gentle
caresses and
Her warm scent
Coyly lingering
In the air

This one here is my fav...But have no idea what to call it (T.T)
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The birds have now flown to their nests
While foxes return to their holes
A lone man sits in his room
Contemplating tomorrow

Water Moon Mirror Flower 「水月鏡花」
The moon fades as I reach out
Rippling into shards of silver
The flower I cannot grasp
So close yet impossible
Would you fade like a mirage too?

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